Sunday, April 20, 2008

fear of babies..

what's up with it? i don't know.. it's not like i fear ALL babies; just infants. and it's not like i really even fear them. i'm just more scared of the responsibility that comes with holding onto one. once they're big enough to walk around on their own, they're big enough to get picked up by me. is that weird? probably.

the drive to cinci didn't seem like it took an hour and a half, and i was worried the whole way up there that my sister was gonna spaz because thomas and i brought two other people with us. she didn't though, and all was well. jonathan came through on the monster front, and nolan proved his knowledge of, not only sponge bob and thomas the train characters, but of real live zoo animals. i was impressed at least. he asked me what was on my skin. my sister's tits are like quad D's. and the baby is the tiniest. soooo cute OMG. but ya, couldn't hold her cuz i'm irresponsible.

got back to lexington. went to hooters. watched matt serra get the work. went back to will's to get thomas' car and there was an egg on his windshield that looked like someone had just stood there and cracked it, instead of throwing it. hrm.

thomas and i watched city of god. movie is the shit. now i'm on mike's floor again, and he's talking in his sleep. something about how he wants to suck kelly bang's dick while she fingers his butthole. hrm.

this week has sucked. but i got to see the newest addition to my family. good out of bad. that's how i try to roll.

Friday, April 18, 2008

well..

for the first time ever, i've created a blog. a friend of mine said that blogging her recent thoughts and adventures might help her better remember them. i can hardly remember what i did even last week. so here i am, 9:03 am EST, trying something new and original..

writing.


i'm at the wombat(mike)'s parent's house in kentucky right now. my brother got here last night. and the day before, mike and i went to a funeral for my friend's grandmother. it was definetly one of the more brutal funerals that i've been to. and my thoughts lately are especially haunted by the funerals i know are coming, but even moreso by the ones i don't expect to attend any time soon. i'm aware of my remaining grandparents age and health conditions, and for the most part they're doing well. they may live to see the great-grand children i might give them, but probably not long after. those funerals i know are coming. i'm aware of the extreme drug problems a few of my friends have. those funerals i know are coming. but what about all the others? i mean, i don't really expect tim to get mauled by a car while busting a mean track skid down north ave, but what if?

sigh..
i'm finally tired.